Taken on the same day while he was at home with us. We just bought him this hippo chair for Christmas. Don't he look cute! Was hoping it would help him to sit up some.
Out at Paragon Shopping Centre. We were there to see the Christmas light up of Orchard Rd. Looking back now, it was easy to bring him out then as compared to later. But at that point, I found it heavy to carry him. Hahahaha. And of course, he couldn't lift up his head which made it a little harder to carry. What with his weight and all.
These were pictures taken from October to November while he smiled or laughed. He was such a chirpy baby. I miss you so much my little chickadee!
A picture of him and papa! He is the love of our lives! Even now!
Videos of him!
It is slightly better now as compared to the earlier days of losing him. I don't cry as much. Although the ache is still there all the time. I tend to compress it within me. I know there is nothing I can do about it and I need to continue on. I will always look forward to when I get to see him again in heaven. It is pure torture for me but life is harsh.
I still have Zebedee to look after and bring up to the best of my abilities.
My mom and I watched you and Mathias on "touch of hope" earlier tonight.
ReplyDeleteyou are so strong and positive, it reminds us all to be happy and content with what we have in life now.
I'm sure Mathias is in heaven with the Lord now, smiling down at you and your family.
Thank you. ;)
ReplyDeleteThank you for sharing your story!
ReplyDeleteMathias was a very brave boy.
God bless,
Andrew